nikki

What was I supposed to do? i had to go with my dad. I tried to move in with Missy and them, but dad wouldn't let me. I was 15 years old. If you remember correctly, I tried my damndest to stay with you. I tried to make it work long distance for 6 MONTHS!!! I never left you. I wrote you 2 or 3 times a week. I called you about every other day. How many times did you write me? Twice including the one you wrote me 1 month and a half ago. But when we were together, you didn't write me until the day after we broke up, bc you felt bad about going out with Ashley when you were still with me. I tried so hard to keep it together. To be absolutly honest, you did not seem to give a shit either way. Don't be mad, bc it's true. I am the one who made the calls, I am the one who wrote letters, I am the one who tried to hich rides whenever I could bc I wanted to see you. I have never in my life given up on you. I didn't give up on you when  I thought that you were going to be in Juvy for 3 months. I didn't give up on you when you broke up with me bc you heard a rumor! I didn'y give up on you for the 6 months that I was here in texas. I still haven't given up on you. If I had I wouldn't care about you. Or tell you to be careful, or tell you that if you hurt yourself i'm gonna kick you ass. If I would have given up on you, I wouldn'y give a shit about you, but guess what? I do.